The end, or the action?

I read a book about a high school student who committed a suicide yet made it look like a murder. He wanted to ruin lives of those who had excluded him, or something along these lines. So it was unusual take on the typical suicide shooter. In the book, there was a reference to him

As if..

As if we can make a proper change. As if we can more than rearrange pieces on chessboard. We fill in the missing letters of crossword. We quiz, we score and we sadly miss. “I’m here – but why?” “I’m me – but who IS this guy?” The passtimes we have: to fight for survival,

On This Planet

There is little more beautiful to seeThan the light of the art to be. Than the power it takes to grow from a seed. Unstoppable, joyful. Determined to feed. From dark into light. To meet, and to greet, and expire, leave seed. And then again – do the same deed. That is a fine life,

Hallucinations

These days, there seems to be a very short moment between the dream-time and waking-time. Like, there’s hardly any space for three meals in between. Like, you wake up, do a few things, and oh, time to go back to the snuggly place again. Even the solidity of that waking-time-slot is more unreal. More dream-like.

Travel Can Make You Blind

When I think about the latest lockdown – based on 1.3 to 1.5 positive rate – my blood boils. So I won’t go into analysis of it for self-preservation reasons. But – this is a country living off tourism. I work in a venue that caters for local as well as foreign explorers so I

Trust Life

Our dog went for an unsupervised walk (it’s not ideal but it’s ok because the area is rural and he knows his way back). He did not return at night, which was a bit strange but has happened before if lady dogs have been involved. This morning, we get a call from a German woman

Broken Mirrors

Do we feel broken because we are, or do we feel (broken) because we think wrong about WHO and HOW we are? Are we even right about ourselves? Isn’t most of the population constantly underestimating themselves? And since we underestimate ourselves at things that actually matter, we then simply go for “proving ourselves”? Sometimes we

The Lunacy

World is a very complex place right now. I don’t think it has been less twisted for a long time (let’s not go back to the age of dinosaurs) – it’s more likely that we are getting more information at a faster speed. And so it SEEMS more hectic. We won’t know everything ever, nor

Silly Sunday

Ah, how we want to be beautiful.. So we swish our tails, polish those nails.. Ah, how we want to be cherished and loved.. So we bend our souls, becoming like ghouls. And oh how we want to be taken for clever.. Alas, we get tangled in social tremor, not knowing what’s true (but we’re

Sapientia et Doctrina (Wisdom and Learning)

Appreciation seems to be the key to happiness. And education is behind the appreciation. You see, you can like a piece of music, or dislike it. But you can learn a bit about music: what forms it, the relationship between the frequencies, different scales. You can even try to put a song together, or just